I'm a prick.

Yeah, I get it...I'm harsh.
I'm an asshole.
I'm a prick.
I'm a jerk.
I'm a celf centered bastard.
....it's true...all true...
I'm childish.
I'm stupid.
I'm everything everyone says.
I'm incredibly unstable...both in head and body...
I'm a real fucker.
I get it...or not...I don't know anymore...

All I know is everyone has something on me or against me...
and honestly? I don't know what to think of it...leave dA?
stay? quit requests? start commissions? stop drawing period?
...I don't know...
all I know is I'm not in the right state of mind to make any "big" decisions
...I'm in the state of mind that tells me everyone is my enemy...that I'm
the worst person on the face of the earth...I don't know...I don't know...
I'm insane.
I'm crazy.
I'm unstable.
I'm the worst.

-Kelrick, Jonathan Howell.
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A re-post from TheMaskedSoda's Journal: Why Not?

"Leave a comment and I'll...

1. Tell you something I learned about you by looking at your DA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you a color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what comic, manga/anime, or video game character you remind me of.
5. Ask you a question, and you must answer.
6. Tell you something I like about you.
7. Give you a nickname.
8. Tell you the object that is to the left of me.
9. Dare you to post this in your journal! 
10. Give you a compliment~"

The Results:

"1. It's good to see you're feeling better!
2. Tan
3. I remember a while ago you watched me and have been faving ever since, thanks!
4. Some sort of Knight character...
5. Where do your biggest inspirations come from?
6. You always fave my art, many thanks for the support.
7. I choose...Ricky...
8. Dog's chew toy.
9. GO ON.
10. I really like your art style, it's cute. "

Why is this still here? 'cause I like it.
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Rules of Requesting:

FIRST COME, FIRST SERVE!!!!

These are FREE...
I'll work on them WHEN I can...
I also only draw when I feel like it...
They will get done when I get them done...

remember these.

If I hear any whining, asking me to hurry up,
or "how's the art coming?", or anything like so...
I'll issue a warning at first, and if it happens again
I'll drop the person's request.

I'll only do 5 requests per batch.
that is to keep my calm, cool, pace...

Also please keep in mind, I'm a human being and not some drawing robot...

I will NOT draw: Anything that breaks dA rules.

Requests: Closed
Art Trades: Closed
Commissions: Not Available...yet

Request and Trade List:
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

Series:
1. vs - Soul's Surprise - pt.6?
2. - Story Pics

Obligations:
1. - *pending*
2. - *pending*

Art Trades/Collabs I'm waiting for:
1. - DARK vs Zephyr

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